It’s a gloomy day. It is as if the day has sensed what I am going through right now.
Last night, I shed tears again…tears of pain. I’ve been in this emotional struggle before and here I am again going into this kind of struggle once more. Oh! How long shall I pass this way again?
People may look at me as strong but I am not. I’m vulnerable. I’m such a fool loving someone who doesn’t love me.
How stubborn is my love for him. I don’t know how to escape from this trap. The key is within me but I don’t know how to use it. I did a lot of prayers already. But I think, it’s my hardheadedness that makes it so difficult to accept that he’s not into me…that he doesn’t love me.
His presence makes me glad. His absence makes my love grow fonder. Foolishness!
I had so many attempts to forget him…to let him go…to make him a part of my past…but how obstinate my heart is. It keeps on beating for him.
How stubborn is my love…How can I let him go? Help! Anyone?