Cramming

10:08 PM na- Where am I? I’m at the Internet cafe.

There’s no internet of those computers provided by DSL and SMART. Salamat na lang at may Internet na malapit dito sa Convenience Store na ang internet provider ay ang Globe.

I want to cry. Huhuhuhuhuhhu! Grabeh na ‘to! Pasan ko ang mundo! I am emotionally disturbed. That’s why I’m here. I want to pour out my emotions into writing. It’s one way of unloading my burdens. But, I believe it’s still best to entrust everything to God—He listens, He cares.

I’m cramming.

I’m not yet ready for the defense tomorrow but I have to convince myself that I am.

Few minutes ago, I bought four canned juice for the panelists.

Because of the Manuscript

I went to Davao City on September 9, 2009 to submit my request for panel members and schedule of defense. My outline defense is scheduled on September 18, 2009 @ 8:00-10:00 AM. The chairman of the panel of examiners is Dr. Filomeno Gargar. The members of the panel are Dr. Manuel Vasay and Prof. Jennifer Dequito.

Last week, on September 5th, I asked Rhea Intervencion, one of my students before at CJC and a library staff now at USEP, to let Dr. Gargar signed the request. She sent SMS last September 8 that I must see Dr. Gargar on September 9th in the morning.

I was able to talk to Dr. Gargar at around 10:30 AM. I submitted to him my manuscript. He suggested to make my defense schedule at 8:00-10:00 AM instead of 1:00 PM-3:00 PM.

I went to the “Research Room” and asked the lady there if Prof. Dequito was around. She asked why. I found out that she’s the one I was looking for. Hehehe…

I walked going to the University Cafeteria and ordered the following: two cups of rice, one serving of chicken adobo, a bowl of soup, one plastic cup of mango shake, one serving of leche flan, one piece of banana and one bottle (8 Oz) of Coca-Cola. Imagine! I ate/drank all of them for lunch. Thank God! Ganyan ako katakaw pagdating sa pagkain. Kinakailangan kong kumain nang marami lalo pa’t mas marami na akong ginagawa. Ayokong pumayat pa.

After eating lunch at almost 11:00 AM, I looked for Dr. Vasay but I was not able to find him. I just left my manuscript on his table. I also inserted a personal note there about the schedule. I rode on a jeepney and went directly to Ecoland Terminal.

I rode on a Holiday Bus going back to Digos City. I arrived in Digos at almost 1:00 PM. I rode on a motorcycle going to JRAES, my school.

On DepEd Night

It was one of the unforgettable nights I had. I joined the production number of the DepeEd Night last September 2, 2009. I was a one of the models of the “Fashion Guro”. I think there were more or less thirty among us who participated in the said presentation.

I wore a long black dress. It was sleeveless. It had glitters, too. I walked like a model at the newly-created stage of Rizal Park, Digos City. I danced “Nobody, nobody but you!” Hahaha! What an experience. Of course, I did it with my fellow models.

Here are some of the text messages I received…

Hi bagoy! Emem here. Saw u on tv! Whew! hehe (Emily)

Hi, che.u na jud and mofel! preti au u! (Mam Analyn)

Congrats! Model na d i u! (Janice)

Others told me personally about their comments.

Sa mga fans ko, Salamat! Daghang Salamat! Heheheh!

By the way, I would like to thank the following:

* Bryan Baña for my hair and make-up. Thanks Bry!

* Clarissa, my cousin- for the silver sandal

*Aileen-the wife of my cousin Kuya Jojo for my dress and other jewelry

* Ma’am Tess- for the bracelet and ring of Xyza

*Ma’am Vinluan-for recommending me to be a part of it

*My family-for the moral support

DAGHANG SALAMAT!

Hehehe…Feeling artista…

Kaledeiscope Emotions

I don’t know what to encode right now. I just want to express anything and everything that are in my mind today.

Huh! I washed a mountain of clothes this morning.

I’m tired. I’m bored. I don’t know what to do. Confused? Maybe yes…

Last night, Mitchelle, Nenen, Embrace, Sarah, Lester, Vyjane and me went to Rizal Park, Digos City. We ate barbeque, ice-cream, etc…

Now, I’m here at the internet cafe near at home…just browsing, opening facebook and friendster and of course blogging my thoughts here at wordpress..Thanks a lot for this site!

I want to eat but I don’t know what to eat. Heheheh..Maybe, I’m not in the mood right now. I just have to convince myself that I am. Huh! After all, every emotion depends on the mind. What I feed in my mind surely affects my emotions.

I feel a bit nervous. I don’t know why. Life! Oh what a beautiful life! Full of surprises!

Approved!

I shouted for joy as I read the message of my thesis adviser. He sent to me an email of which I read just few minutes ago. Let me copy and post it here.

Hi Cherrie,

just read your paper, it;s ok now, you can sked your defense anytime soon.

cheers
dennis